Haven Video (MV)

You lock the doors
And close the lights
To feel a little safety
Cause silence is your only friend
The quiet keeps you patient
But voices talk no ones around
You're losing yourself lately
Cause in your head there is a place
But that havens been left vacant

A space that you once needed
When the world left you depleted
A shelter you once headed
Now ignored when you're defeated
You laid those bricks
And built those walls
But boarded all the windows
Lost the map
That led you there
Too prideful in your ego

But windows can be opened
And the lights can shine on through
You can paint the colours on the wall
And change the way it's hued
The voices will be silenced
And that haven found once more
Where you'll never house the darkness
Or welcome what it caused

The floors will shake
You'll feel the strain
As worries barge on in
But they'll never break your core
For you're the strongest you have been
Because your mind is built on hardships
And you weathered every fall
So from here until the end
Find your haven through it all


When I'm falling
I can't feel the air beneath my wings
And if I'm dreaming
Then why do none of my dreams contain me

I've been out there searching
Looking lonely through the night
Everything is scary
And it's giving me the frights

Feeling through the darkness
I keep looking for the lights
Eating up all my insides
In a moment I'll be fine


So I'll save me
Cause I'm closer with myself
Lately
Remembering how it felt
Maybe
I'll find me somewhere else
Find me somewhere else


So take me out
This place
I know
To feel I'm
Whole
To save
It all
So take me out
This place
I know
To feel I'm whole
Feel I'm whole
Feel I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm

Whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm
Feel I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
Feel I'm


I've been under water
Swimming deeper in the night
Losing sense and all my feelings
As the air leaves from my eyes
But am I really breathing
If I never feel alive
I never feel alive


So I'll save me
Cause I'm closer with myself
Lately
Remembering how it felt
Maybe
I'll find me somewhere else
Find me somewhere else

So I'll save me
Before I hate myself
Patience
Time will give and tell
These cravings
That someday I'll be well
Someday I'll be well


So take me out
This place
I know
To feel I'm
Whole
To save
It all
I need to escape this
Find my haven
I keep saying
I need to let it go
I need to let it go
To feel I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm


Whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm
Feel I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole
I'm whole


So take me out
This place
I know
To feel I'm
Whole
To save
It all
I need to escape this
Find my haven
I keep saying
I need to let it go
I need to let it go


And if you find that upon your earth
There are far too many memories
To even make this work
Then take your steps
And move your path
To somewhere out of reach
Because havens might not last
If they're continuously besieged

Your in dictates the out
While the out curates the in
And sometimes you must shout
Just to rally from the brink
A day or twos allowed
But don't stay swimming if you sink
It's ok get on out
If the walls feel paper thin

You don't need to make a promise
That you'll love the home within
You just need to start being honest
What's the cause of all your dips
You might lie to all the others
But don't go lying to yourself
And from here until the end
Find the haven in the hell