Look
Found out I'm so toxic
Like it's COVID
Put em in a coffin
Walk in masses like Boston
Back when they talk shit get hit
Talk slick f*ck it its lit
Its my shot to prove it
This beat got me shootin
At the humans that put me through it
So I used it to help me start improving
So when I spaz and lose it
You'll be wishing I'll stop the tracks and music
This just in
Rappers making sense
New school, No gas
You cool, So sad
Catch you, Sure can
I lose, No chance
Now you, it's evident
Got juice, not relevant
It's Shameless testament
It's a Shame it's a test I meant
It's Element
Matt come right in
When Goin in
Shoulda pulled out right when u had the chance
As you swoop right in and reel her in
Like you're intelligent
But you're not cause you're just a kid
Whose a sex driven kinda man
Time to write the script
And flip this shit and
F*ck that bitch in Michigan
Let's reminisce
All the time it gets
Mixed like biracial kids
But when u lead me on like it's gonna work
Shit really had me going at first
Really had me but you just turned
Walked away and went to Snaps concern
Chasin the good ones like me (you should)
Try and be better than u think u could (I would)
You start to change
Stay in your lane
I'm out the cage
Move out the way
The benefits of this profit
In the midst of all of this being honest
Walk-in a float like a prophet
With no discussion about who's the hottest
Spitting like I'm bout to vomit
People weary when I want it
Caught the case like it's a chronic Boxed in like Muhammad
Lil Youngins don't show or pay homage
Started blastin like a rocket
Showing fake love every comment But why would you say I lost it
You guys just love hating isn't that ironic
Lettin LSD shred this beat (deep)
It's up to Him and E (believe)
Found a love for the speed (demons)
Better watch what u ask for cause
Were hungry and ready to feast (sheesh)
I remember back
When u were trying to raise my spirits
His face is mine
So if u hate on my appearance
I'll be sure to put my thoughts out for hearings
So the next time I spit these lyrics
You respect me when I'm nearest
(Woo)
I remember the day you said it was gonna last
And then you put me last
Imma leave it in the past
Every day I would lay awake and
Ask god to take away this pain
And than it turned out you cheated on me
With ease so one, two and three
Put you to sleep never to be woke Time to evoke and
Revoke the inner demons in me
Like my conscious on a rainy day Telling me I should go out and play But I couldn't have a life
Tied down with that kid that wasn't even mine
So I hope one day you wanna get away
And you get on a plane
And it crashes and
You turn charcoal black from all the ashes
And some how you survive the crash
But now your on an island
A long way away from help and salvation
What you caused me was misery and pain
I just don't get it
How am I supposed to be a teen
Raise a kid
Be a man my mom always seen in me If I can't have a queen
That won't cheat the shit is elementary
Don't dare say I'm a saint
I know I've done wrong
But I didn't stick my dick in another bitch
Even the days where you wouldn't touch me
Oh wait I forgot
You was getting some dick from another dude
I mean I can spazz
If I can put it in a bottle
Foot on the throttle
Little bitch you'll never be a model
Turn the pages to my novel
Watch the head bobble
From all the money
I spent on yo ass at McDonalds
Because your family didn't want you So I took you and
Cared for you but you didn't care
It was all a dream
F*ck the giver
I'm gonna become the taker
Taking and making a living
More alive inside
I was the bait so
I think we're to the point where I'm starting to faint
The walls need some paint
Coat over all the hurt and pain
You left me with
Practically have my dick in my hand Because I don't know what else to do
My mom didn't make it any better Always telling me you was a hoe
God why didn't I believe the things that she said to me
Now look at me I'm 19
Still got one big dream
So I'm making a hit list
Take a name pick someone off
Burry there name it's a shame
Your baby will never know who the f*ck her father is
Because you ruin everything
God sometimes
I wish your mom would've swallowed you
Because you don't deserve a life
For what you put people through
But it's cool actually
Speaking of those you people have no clue
What the f*ck I've been going through
So keep my name outta your f*cking mouth
Or I'm gonna wreak havoc
It's so Jurassic
I'm so fantastic
I'm a savage
Couldn't put you past it
You're a whore and it's tragic
Poof my love for you left like magic
How could you ever leave a guy like me
Sweet maybe a little insane
But I promise you one thing
You'll never put dirt on my name bitch
But that's the pitch you threw (so are we through)
Or are you gonna come back to bed and sleep tight (but your loose)
All the nights that felt long
While you was with dude
I was watching cartoons not alone with your kid
She called me dad and I felt on top Felt like I had a family
I always wanted but a piece was missing
And that piece was a piece of metal deep in your shin,
Uppercut to the chin
The last one to win
My time is starting to begin
Shiv my skin
Covered in sins
Life always felt thin until
I pulled the pin and then tic tic (boom)
Running in circles feels like
I'm gonna spin into a spiral
Now I'm about to go viral
Gods child I need a bible
Give me the title (denial)
This isn't something you wanna see Because it's survival
Wrapped up like I'm a vinyl
Small portion of you made me suicidal
From the coma to diploma
But you was just a snake (Cobra)
Cuddling on the couch (Sofa)
Rocky Balboa balling into my quota
Now I need to know if you putting on a persona
Or was you actually in love with me
But thanks to you I was left in the dust
But thanks to El
I was able to find a light and
Ignite my life
So all hail-INE (HAILIE)