Only Child - NUMB (feat. TNO SeaJay) Lyrics

Ayy, I've been numb for so long
Don't know what I'm feeling in this song
Don't know where I go wrong
Trying to understand my feelings in my mind
No I don't know where I'll go this time
Been lost like this way too many times
Looking for love, your love I cannot find
I thought this heart would heal over time
Been numb for so long I lost track of time
Then I sit back and ask why
Why I lost all this loving
Why I don't know what love is
No I don't know
Where did my friends go
Where did my family go
Been numb for so long, numb for so long
I don't wanna run right back to you
I know those feelings we had were true
Pain in my heart that's something new
I don't wanna run right back to you
You told me to jump but I ain't move
Now I'm feeling numb off something new
Put that shit right in my veins
Getting high off something strange
Picture us all in a daze
That shit got me high for days
High for days
Lately I've been so numb
Gotta stay sober so I don't go dumb
I ain't had a high in so damn long
I've been stuck on perfection
And I bet you'll look perfect tonight
Bet you're still wearing the same dress that I like
But I'm at home
And I'm so damn numb
And I can't feel you anymore
You're more than a cigarette
More than a cigarette