Only Child - CURTAINS (feat. Jilla King) Lyrics

I think its time to close the curtains
Lately I've been hurting
Chasing this dream, asking if it's worth it
Feeling sick to my stomach, think I need some nursing
I think it's time to close the curtains
I can't live a lie, baby, I've been hurting
It's getting rougher in these waves, but I'm still surfing
My life going a bunch of ways, I don't know where I'm turning
We chased riches and fame, now I'm thinking is it worth it
But I can't give up, baby, I'm still working
I came this far, bae, I gotta go first
All these drugs killing me, but her love keep me nurtured
I close the curtains when I don't wanna let the light in
She open them legs and say, go ahead, baby, dive in
I ain't even drinking, but I'm feeling like I might binge
Just hoping that the music that I make becomes timeless
And please don't go, baby, promise you gon' hold me down
I know I've been out of place, but I'm focused now
If I give you my love, please don't throw it out
I been sleepwalking, I feel like ONLYCHILD
Try to tell her how I feel, but it's hard to tell her
I put my feelings in this music, maybe that would help her
I can't hear or I can't see the bullshit they throw at me
I feel like Helen Keller
And I ain't mean to hurt you I ain't do that on purpose
Focus on this music, trying to find my purpose
I know I love you, baby, and that's for certain
Drowning out the word I didn't have behind these curtains
There's a monster in these walls
And teardrops on the calls
I let the curtains fall
I'm alone after all
There's a monster in these walls
And teardrops on the calls
I let the curtain fall
I'm alone after all, every time
I'm experiencing life in a state of flux
I can feel the stinging eyes from my teary ducts
Saw he just gave you a ring, is he good enough
If I saw him out in public, would I piece him up
I ain't mean it, I'm just stupid and I'm immature
If I saw you out in public, leave a signature
Sign a death certificate for the me and her
Cause today I closed the curtains over what we were
Is this music really working? I'm not really sure
Think I'd give it all up for something simpler
I don't really want nothing in particular
Except to finally close the curtains and be done with her
There's a monster in these walls
And teardrops on the calls
I let the curtain fall
I'm alone after all, every time
There's a monster in these walls
And teardrops on the calls
I let the curtain fall
I'm alone after all, every time