You were always out of sight to me, I don't know why you lied to me
You told me it's my fault to be, and shut up, let me cry in peace
I don't wanna be alone
And lately I feel like I might've never been home
I don't know why you're fighting me, your silence is a crime to me
This fortune teller's prophecy, it never felt like luck to me
It's obvious I'll be okay
But I'm waiting by the phone for your calls these days
I don't want the world to see me
No, I don't want the world to see me cry
Can I write a fun song just one more time
Can I write a love song just one more time
Pour ones out for the ones we miss
I never really wanna write like this
I wanna say I love you, but the words all miss
And everything I make just ends up like this
For the ones that still aren't here, I miss you badly
All the bad things that we always seem to have to be
I'll be there, just to sit and tell you I'll be there
And it'll be one cold day in hell
Fore you can say I was not there
I'll be there, just to sit and tell you I'll be there
And it'll be one cold day in hell
Fore you can say I was not there
I don't deal with problems, I just put em in a song
I write it till my hands are bloody and those darker feelings gone
Yeah, I do it for my brothers, why I did it all along
And I shoulda had the guts to say I said and did it wrong
I'm a prophet, I'm a king, I'm an asshole
You know that I'm just talking, what you mad for
You know that I was less than when I had more
You left me at my lowest though, so what the f*ck are friends for
That shit left a hole, I tried to fill it at a Benz store
Walked out empty handed, thank you God I didn't have more
I ain't got no friends, guess I shoulda copped a two door
You know what they say, if it rains then it's a downpour
And for the ones that still aren't here, I miss you badly
All the bad things that we always seem to have to be
I wish I woulda known that people changing like the seasons
Only there to watch you fall like autumn, then they leaving
Looking like they solid, I know looks can be deceiving
And I'm on my knees and praying that they'll be there when I need em
I'll be there, just to sit and tell you I'll be there
And it'll be one cold day in hell, fore you can say I was not there