Uh, Ima spit some shit
Some facts
Uh
I was burning bridges
Now I'm tryna build them
But I'm burning buildings
And I f*cking hate this feeling
Of guilt
On my shoulders, so damn heavy, I can't feel them
People I was kind to, took advantage, and they made look I'm the villian
Its bringing me down
I've faked being happy so much that I can't even frown
Life so damn hard now
Wish I could turn back in time and tell younger self to turn my life around
Before I started maturing, and intergrating it in everyday life
How?
I don't even know now
My mind is beginning to turn upside down
My mind, sometimes,
Gives up with life
And I can't control it at times
That is just the way that it goes
With the world, all the time
Growing up as a man, you just assumed that
If you show emotion, you would be pittied
Show even if your heart is overflowing, your mind still has to feel empty
This right here goes out to all of the men that are listening
Just want you to know that there's no need to hide,
'Cause if you talk to someone close about it,
They might, or do have the same feelings
Too many die way too young
Either by drugs, or by guns
Sad to see there future go
We must learn from and live on