Oneacis - Falling Lyrics

I know you know every part of me
I wish I had a reason that I see
My mind spinning and thoughts wont stay along
To sing this song to me
To me
I am falling slowly down a hill
My mind is climbing for Your help

God I need You
I can't feel You
I pray I stop falling from You
God I need You
I can't feel You
Why can't I stop falling from You?

I don't want my life to be the way that it is
Im tired of feeling like I don't have a reason to live
Every morning when I wake up and take a look in the mirror
I feel regrets, hoping that soon what I see will be clearer
I look to God for help, but then I don't let Him help me
It's kind of funny that I'm always acting like I don't know Him
Its kind of funny that someone can be so selfish
And I'm so sorry that I'm not here
Father, can You forgive me?
Cause I
I don't want these thoughts inside of my head
But my emotions make me feel like I am already dead
And now, you can you see I'm always back here again
And I'm scared that one day I'll think back and regret what I've said
Can't understand
Guess I should get out of bed
Walk to the sink, look down, I watch as the water turns red
Tell myself how there's no way I'd ever do it again
Might as well end this verse and play the poorly-written chorus instead

God I need You
I can't feel You
I pray I stop falling from You
God I need You
I can't feel You
Why can't I stop falling from You?

I don't want everything to be the way that is is
Im tired of feeling like I have no reason to live
I don't want everything to be the way that is is
Im tired of feeling like I have no reason to live

God I need You
I can't feel You
I pray I stop falling from You
God I need You
I can't feel You
Why can't I stop falling from You?