One Last Daybreak - Old World Blues Lyrics

Do you remember when we were young
We used to dream
Of everything that we thought we could be
Oh, long ago
We dreamt of leaving home
Travelling the world
And living on the road
I sat between the cracks on the pavement writing songs
About how I thought I'd never find where I belong
I'm longing for the innocence
I lost over the past few years
I've spent so long chasing the past
Hoping I'd find true happiness
I can't find a way
To let go of all this hate
I watch the cars pass by
Hoping they will take my pain
I take these pills
Telling myself that they'll make me feel okay
They leave a feeling of disconnect
That I can't shake
I'm not scared of death
But I fear for my life
And I can't truly say that I've ever felt alive
I swore back then that I would never feel this way
I never knew I'd lock myself
In this cell of shame
I'm longing for the innocence
I lost over the past few years
I've spent so long chasing the past
Hoping I'd find true happiness
I'm a surrogate to this loneliness
Holding on to impermanence
What will be left when I am gone
Just words written into a song
So how long will it take for me
To let go of
All these years' of suffering alone
Trapped in a mind that hates its own life
We drive for hours on an empty road
Hoping to forget everything that we know
How long will it take for
Me to let go
I'm longing for the innocence
I lost over the past few years
I've spent so long chasing the past
Hoping I'd find true happiness
I'm a surrogate to this loneliness
Holding on to impermanence
What will be left when I am gone
I'm longing for my innocence
And to find who I once was
Will I find true happiness