Come find me
Hanging from the tree
Of forbidden fruit
Conceal myself in gasoline
Just to light it and watch it burn
For I am the one who suffers
Feed of my kindness
Destroying my soul
Down on my knees losing control
Hold me down and cover my eyes
For I don't want to see
Grab my arms and hold them high
For I just want to be me
I will never change for you
Because I know who I am
I did it for so many people
Tell me you understand
Mirror on my wall watches me
Cry a thousand tiny tears
No one will hear
The scars show of my fears
Hold me down and cover my eyes
For I don't want to see
Grab my arms and hold them high
For I just want to be me
Drown please drown
Give up control
PleaseDon't swim no more
With nothing to show
Write my name on my grave
Rest in peace
You couldn't be saved
Hold me down and cover my eyes
For I don't want to see
Grab my arms and hold them high
For I just want to be me
Drown in cyanide with the devil
For he is by my side
My pain will never leave
Look in my mind and
Tell me why