one3aj - album mode Lyrics

I just wanna run away, I just wanna feel safe, I just wanna let the bad days go come
There's something in this life, it's gonna make me love it
I don't have to run away from my thoughts, man, I don't have to run away from my thoughts
It's a fire, it's a fire, it's a fire that I've been chasing
Album mode, I'm locked in, this a different run for real
Had to turn my phone off, disable my cash app, no more favors for the weak
Get up off your ass and go get it like I did, nigga, promise it ain't hard to eat
Disable my Instagram, damn, that shit be bringing peace
Problem with this world is too many niggas co-dependent
Never had no co-defendant, do my dirt alone
So in that room, it's only me and God, I know that he won't let me down
Promise I won't never stop, I'm going in, I gotta eat
Had to take my cape off, I'm tired of trying to save the day
Cause when them tables turn, don't nobody come and brighten my day
Funeral after funeral, I did four within a year
Try to tell me that my problems ain't that big, y'all don't understand
I never had no time to grieve, never vent my pain
Cause when I do, y'all tell me that I'm weak
Chasing after love and peace, two things that I can't seem to find
Cause when I'm in that mode, I tend to push the world away from me
For real, when I get in that mode, I tend to push the world away from me
And block everybody out, it's just me and myself whenever I'm in that mode
It's a war inside my head and I gotta fight this shit alone
Bottled up my problems, ain't too long before I blow a fuse
When I step inside the booth, my problems leave, I feel relieved
It's crazy how a mic and beats take everything away from me
But a human with a heart don't do shit but bring me more problems
Y'all don't understand, y'all the ones who made this monster
Now y'all gotta watch me eat, promise when this tape here drop
Y'all gon' feel that pain inside of me
I'm goin' in, I'm locked in, can't stop until I see them M's
Made a vow to beat the streets and make sure that my God gets eat