Time after time, they waste my time, I lose my mind again
Get up on the mic, I'm spitting fire till I'm fine again
I would give my life to crack a smile and feel alive again
You took away my heart as if it was ever mine to give
Did you ever stop to think maybe I wasn't doing well
Maybe I was suffering from a bunch of things you couldn't tell
Every time I fall asleep, it's like I'm falling down a well
Every time you think of me, it's like I'm putting you through hell
I was just a youngin, disaffected by assumptions They were talking about my father and it made
Me feel like nothing I was standing by the fire and they all told
Me"Jump in" Now I'm burning brighter than the motherf*cking
Sun is And I hope that it gets to you that I don't
Even mention you I'm the topic of discussion all throughout
Your section too Words can be a weapon to f*ck what somebody
Said to you Don't you hate that feeling when your people
Start to question you
Time after time, they waste my time, I lose my mind again
Get up on the mic, I'm spitting fire till I'm fine again
I would give my life to crack a smile and feel alive again
You took away my heart as if it was ever mine to give
Oh wow, now you brought the demon out And it's been a long time, I've got a lot
To speak about You all say that you hate me, but I'm all
You think about It's like you've been lying through your
Teeth It's like some bitch is chasing clout
Always trying to get to me by talking about my history
I don't really give a f*ck what anybody thinks of me
I could die tomorrow, they would say that it was meant to be
I ain't really stressing cause I'm something that they'll never be
Trying to hold me under, you don't treat it like a secret
Trying to tell me stay away from everyone I be with
Trying to tell me mama's switching, you can't give a reason
Trying to call my dog a bitch, I really can't believe it
Time after time, they waste my time, I lose my mind again
Get up on the mic, I'm spitting fire till I'm fine again
I would give my life to crack a smile and feel alive again
You took away my heart as if it was ever mine to give
You