Omnis Lacrima - The Forgotten Chapter Lyrics

There was a time, I don't wanna remember
The chapter started in the night
In the cold winter, in December
Mum and I were arguing again this night
Screams and fights
There was no end in sight
Suddenly the thing came true
Mum wanted me to leave
My destiny - to live on the streets
It was a promise
That I gave myself
The shattered past won't be revived
Until we meet again
My old friend
I know I was dead, but
I am alive again
I remember the time when I was younger
The sadness in me is getting stronger
Because I had to witness the strife
This monster had to destroy our family life
It's been a while since I've seen you last
But now you're nothing more than just a part of my past
It felt like all the lights went out
No one was there but doubt
All I have to say
To myself back in the past
You just have to stay
With your hope and it will last
It was a promise
That I gave myself
The shattered past won't be revived
Until we meet again
My old friend
I know I was dead, but
I am alive again
I felt like
I am the psycho, the sinner
The demon i can't escape
I am the ghost in the wall
And I can't run from myself
I am the psycho,
F*ck I'm so psycho
I am the ghost in the wall
And I am my own fate
All I have to say
To myself back in the past
You just have to stay
With your hope and it will last
It was a promise
That I gave myself
The shattered past won't be revived
Until we meet again
My old friend
I know I was dead, but
I am alive again