Ominous the Monster - Loser Lyrics

I think I should pour a line again Hoping it's gon' help me to sleep
I keep scrolling past these diamonds Like they something I need
My Spotify helping with bills And it's crazy to see
I'm used to struggling Telling Stephanie about all my dreams

I'm finally tasting it Fraction of the goals that I had placed for me
Finally got my chance and I'm embracing it I promise that I'm made for this
Overcoming crazy shit Self-inflicted mainy shit
I look back and it make me sick Like maybe it's a dream

And I'll probably wake up Surrounded by these fake smiles
And people trying to take some Little local talent mad
Shooting slugs that keep on missing Ex-hoes acting desperate
Hoping they get my attention

Finally got whats coming Told my brother, Smurf we finally up
Choice is calling collect I just wish that he was here with us
Went from selling bows to thousands off music its all legit
All I do is tell my story All this pain gon' make us rich

Finally got whats coming, told my brother, Smurf we finally up
Choice is calling collect I just wish that he was here with us
Went from selling bows to thousands off music its all legit
All I do is tell my story All this pain gon' make us rich

Looking at the red light Screaming at the top of my lungs
Having withdrawals Contemplating chewing my gun
I'm having visions of my children Yeah, my daughter and son
Depression, will come and go Sometimes it's hard to get up

Statistically I ain't supposed to be here More like a box or something
Underground rotting off of Xanax Or gunshots or something
Wish I could've seen my opp's face When they heard how I'm buzzing
Wonder if my auntie still talk bad About me to my cousins

They say that I changed But the change was for the better
I forgive but won't forget You called me five letters
Local talent mad Shooting slugs that keep on missing
Ex-hoes acting desperate Hoping they get my attention

Finally, got whats coming Told my brother, Smurf we finally up
Choice is calling collect I just wish that he was here with us
Went from selling bows to thousands Off music it's all legit
All I do is tell my story All this pain gon' make us rich

Finally got what's coming Told my brother, Smurf we finally up
Choice is calling collect I just wish that he was here with us
Went from selling bowls to thousands off music it's all legit
All I do is tell my story All this pain gon' make us rich