Ominous the Monster - Hope it's You Lyrics

Say she don't love me no more
Emotionally invested all she could afford
Said they I'm breaking her heart and she torn
Blaming it on my addiction of course
Thought of us laughing in love is a past time
I was exciting now she say I gas light
I'm so chaotic don't know how to act right
Selfish, i tell her this gon be the last night
Losing my damn mind
Hate my complexion
Ignoring calls unresponsive to messages
Guilty inside won't confront my obsession
Hate that I'm hurting you putting you second
I know I'm a f*ck up and I cannot change
All these pills in my stomach and mud in my veins
I keep chopping up fifties avoiding my pain
You just want to be happy and I feel the same

I just want to someone to save me sick of the promises I keep on breaking
Constantly hurting myself on the daily
Battling thoughts in my head going crazy
Cutting off every one like I'm posed to do
Something inside me ain't right I'm emotional
Say that I'm going to quit but we both know truth
I just need someone to save me I hope it's you
Someone, I hope it's you

Folds and curves like the shape of yo body
Thick as this as this residue scraping narcotics
Embracing the fragrance in love with your toxins
Fingers keep fidgeting 'never you by me
No thinking without you, I'm stuck when I'm with you.
Need both of you bitches in slide of my kitchen.
These benzos gon balance out coke in my system
Blind to the damage I do you the victim
Trying to distract you with things that I purchase
Pedicure, shoes, tattoos and purses
Arrogance covering thoughts of me worthless
Hard to connect with a shell of a person
Pleading, scrambling trying to find reasons
Baby don't go how the f*ck you gone leave me
Using excuses like love isn't easy
Say it enough then you'll probably believe me

I just want to someone to save me sick of the promises I keep on breaking
Constantly hurting myself on the daily
Battling thoughts in my head going crazy
Cutting off every one like I'm posed to do
Something inside me ain't right I'm emotional
Say that I'm going to quit but we both know truth
I just need someone to save me I hope it's you
Someone, I hope it's you

I just want to someone to save me sick of the promises I keep on breaking
Constantly hurting myself on the daily
Battling thoughts in my head going crazy
Cutting off every one like I'm posed to do
Something inside me ain't right I'm emotional
Say that I'm going to quit but we both know truth
I just need someone to save me I hope it's you
Someone, I hope it's you

All of this time that I keep on wasting
Say that I'm playing with love and it's dangerous
It's unintentional on most occasions
One foot on the ledge and I'm looking for safety
Jump
I just want you to care
If there was signs I wasn't aware
Told me to pick a side it isn't fair
The sacrifices that you ask don't compare

I just want to someone to save me sick of the promises I keep on breaking
Constantly hurting myself on the daily
Battling thoughts in my head going crazy
Cutting off every one like I'm posed to do
Something inside me ain't right I'm emotional
Say that I'm going to quit but we both know truth
I just need someone to save me I hope it's you
Someone, I hope it's you
Jump