I remember those words
On the tip of my tongue
Moving too fast
Now I've got none
Think I swallowed them whole
Wish I knew what they said
Lost in the cloud
That lives in my head
If you ask me what is wrong
Well I dunno what to say
I tell you that I'm fine
But the feeling in my brain
Is telling me no
Stop shutting me out
It's hard to find peace
Without
Freeing up my mind
Of what's inside me
And I've been talking with my mouth shut
You can't hear me so you give up
Of trying to help me to work out
The things that I'm hiding
You're asking, I'm silent
Don't see that I'm fighting
I keep talking with my mouth shut
Was it something long ago
That I haven't processed
Building up walls
Without the cement
Ignoring my pain
So then I hurt less
Pushing aside the things
I repress
When I try and articulate
I'm failing to communicate
Tend to self manipulate
So I keep it bottled up
Never breaking the seal
Dunno what it's like to feel
Freed up in my mind
Of what's inside me
I've been talking with my mouth shut
You can't hear me so you give up
Of trying to help me to work out
The things that I'm hiding
You're asking, I'm silent
Don't see that I'm fighting
I keep talking with my mouth shut
And I've been talking with my mouth shut
You can't hear me so you give up
Trying to help me to work out
The things that I'm hiding
Oh don't you see that I'm fighting
I keep talking with my mouth shut
Of trying to help me to work out
The things that I'm hiding
You're asking, I'm silent
Don't see that Im fighting
I keep talking with my mouth shut
Keeping my mouth shut