oliver bryan kings - feathers of an angel Lyrics

This one is special for me
It's something I feel inside deeply
And it's not something anybody can say within this fairytale
And no one can take this away from me

I just want you to smile
I know you left with scars just like I did
Our time was maybe faith, maybe gifted
As twisted and screwed our feelings are
We'll let the rain pour all of our scars

After our passing I just wish you the best
'Cause I have no
No petty, no envy
Wish you a life where you can yell it was worthwhile
Because truth is
I don't wanna be a memory of mistake
I wanna wake up and see you next to me
Feeling so perplexed
Haven't felt the same
Haven't heard your name
I'm going f*cking insane
'Cause I remember you so innocently
I wonder how you perceive me

'Cause when I see you I see me
Get flashbacks when I was kidnapped
I'm sitting on this couch, wrist bloody
Silly enough I felt safe drowning in my blood
Must be something you want me to see
But I kinda like your company in my head
When things always go wrong I think of the moments
You came to comfort me, and you never knew what was going with me
And when your ex wanted to kill you
I was making sure to come to the rescue
I bashed him in his face til' his eyes were bloody
They be hoping it was a bloody mary
And if I ever died I just want you to know I never lied
I love you and always tried
But never had the pride to open up
About my scars
I know it sounds harsh
But I never wanna be vulnerable
So I stick to my bubble
But that is where trouble comes

So if I ever die
I'll come back reincarnated
Of wasted potential
These feelings are faded
But these scars will always be tainted
My spirit is mellow but I strive to give you this drive
Learn a couple things each day
A lot can happen in a day
Didn't think our end would've been in may
'Cause I really wanted to spend your birthday with you
Instead of being depressed, looking like a mess
Got me stressing now
Because there is a lot of things I had to do
And would only do for you
So you can stay alive
And i'm f*cking stressed 'cause no one prepared me for this

So whoever the new guy is, is the chosen one
And I hope he can treat you better than me
Picnic dates in between, hickeys every now then
Spread wide like your thighs, turn you red
In the bed with roses we layed on
Does he play you the same songs that I play you?
When he kisses you does it make you remember the taste of my lips?
These are flawed feelings that chase you if he ever slips up
Will your shadow remember the swing of my hips?
While we slowed dance to Ali Gatie
In a time you only called me your loverboy
Will your lover caress you the way that I did?
Kissed your forehead every night
You said I take away the stress even when you cried
Will you notice my charm if he ever harms your heart?
Will your mind be as sharp like a knife and cold as you were with me?
If he slips up, will our memories ever bring you amity?
Calm like your voice but sweet like a harmony
Or is your mind fill with hate in the void of silence
And you rather me hush before I speak
And forget how good I ever treated you?

I just
I just wanna make sure you're okay
I don't need to know really
But I just wanna make sure you're all safe
Damn It
'Cause you know, you know I have that effect on you
Butterfly effect, we living in the past
So much mass appeal
I hope he can deal with you
Make you smile
Go out like a firefly
'Cause girl I'd bring you to sky girl
And fly with you
Angel above, call in the heavens
You don't even gotta ask
My time is probably up
'Cause I love the sound of your voice in my ears
And wish you the best of years my dear darling
And our chapter is done
Bryan Kings is out like a light