Oleander - Why I Am Here Lyrics

It's the reason for my pain,
in a season to celebrate.
I don't wanna be full of hate.
for anybody, but it's too late-
Everyone has been in my face;
telling me that I'm a disgrace;
showing me things that I must face;
telling me that they need their space.

I can't love you anymore.
I'm scared of the sound of it.

It's the reason why I'm down.
I'm beaten, been pushed around.
Hit the ceiling without a sound.
Everyone I know considers me a clown-

I can't love you anymore.
I'm scared of the sound of it,
and woman, I just don't want anymore.

I can't love you anymore. yeah-yeah, no no no
I'm scared of the sound of it,
and woman, I just don't want anymore.

It's the reason why I'm here.
It's the reason why I'm here.
It's the reason why I'm here.
It's the reason.