Older Me - Before I Heal Lyrics

I'm often the one left in, the dark
To find the way out for me, myself and I
I stand tall, to avoid, feeling small
If only I knew How to leave me be

I always know
How I want to feel
But I keep on goin' back
To the pain, before I heal

If lonely is in
Then I'm one of you
We speak of love like a distant,
Memory

I keep on going back
On the promises, I made myself
If lonely is in
Then I'm, the trendiest guy you know

I always know
How I want to feel
But I keep on goin' back
To the pain

To the pain before I heal
To the pain
Before I heal I keep on goin' back to
The pain that brought me here
I go back, to the pain I feel