Old State - Mess Lyrics

Turn over every stone
I'm finding nothing in return
Oh what a beautiful mess I've grown
Oh what a barren life I've known

I'm sinking
I'm sinking down

I'm stranded, standing on this earth. I'll salvage everything I'm worth
I've lost it. I've been wasting time. God damn, I just hate to be alive
At least for tonight

You said you'd be there for the outcome
I am shallow. Almost transparent

Where were you when everything I could see was so barren and incomplete

You've told me once, don't tell me twice
Just tell me, where were you then
Don't look me up, don't look around
Just tell me, where have you been

What a life I've loathed