OK Maybe - Coffee Shop Lyrics

I don't know why but I went there
The coffee shop in my nightmares
Watching people walk on by
The streets where I was
By your side and happy
As could be
As could be

You're still living in my head
All those tricky words you said
This fictitious apparition
Doesn't want to go to bed

But I
Thought that I'd be fine
Thought that you'd be mine
At least that's what you said
Before October leaves
Fell from the sky

Zodiacs and tarot cards
Lovers smiling in the park
Fate has a weird way of
Throwing punches at a
Broken heart

And now I'm left to wonder what it was that I did wrong
Sitting in the place we used to share a morning cup
It tastes more bitter than I remember, maybe because it's the end of December and I still haven't gotten a grip
I feel myself starting to slip again

I don't know why but I went there
The coffee shop in my nightmares
Watching people walk on by
The streets where I was
By your side and happy
As could be