Does this get better?
Do you ever become my lover?
Does thinking about our past make it hurt?
Or is it the possible future that we won't ever uncover?
You were the person I swore I would give the moon
The person who who was there for all the afternoons
The days were simple, we could stare at a wall
We could dance in the kitchen, and we'd keep trying
No matter how many times you and I would fall
We'd keep going because what made it special was not the dancing
The falling, the late night drives, or the cute games we decided to play
It was the fact that I could feel your presence
The simple fact that looking into your eyes would remove any burden that I was carrying
It was you noticing me even in the most crowded rooms
But you, yes, even you became a lesson
A lesson I never thought you'd be
A lesson, the weightless promises you whispered
A lesson, the behaviors everyone around us began to observe
A lesson, the constant wrongs they'd tell me that they heard
A lesson, the fact I didn't believe them
Because you would never do something so stupid and absurd
All this love we carried, and now I'm all alone
But if somehow, someway you were to ever call again
I'm not quite sure that I would not pick up the phone
So one last time I ask
Does this get better?
Do you ever become my lover?
Does thinking about our past make it hurt?
Or is it the possible future that we won't ever uncover?