To drown a lover
Find yourself
Under cover
To drown a lover
Destroy yourself
For one another
To drown a lover
Take apart your love
For one another
I just can't lie
This feeling I have is eating me alive
I guess I gotta die
Learn more on the other side
Or I might as well learn to be a god damn prophet
My mind is begging me it's eating me alive
I guess my symbolism is tried
So I'll go write some more rhymes
Like I'm out my mind
Yeah man I'm off it
Somebody tell me how to keep a dream alive
When I can't even stand waking up to the sunlight
But I think if I stay put long enough it helps me
Boohoo the pity party's arrived
I can't believe I'm listening to this shit
Can I just vibe and arrive at a conclusion that involve me getting killed
Ghosts dance among us
And so I learned
How to take back my entire life
If I can't drown a lover I'll drown myself tonight
If I lived in an alternate reality where that shit was normal
I guess my life is going on tonight
A lover left and I'm heartbroken here just wondering why
But I forgot one thing it's that this f*cking world hurts
Taking a step back to realize the lies
My jokes are washed up metaphors that make them roll their eyes
But I'm a simple young man
And I'm just f*cking suffering