Far from feeling
Far from feeling
Far from feeling
How do I
How you do know when your lost
Beggin to the lord that I might be found
Defending my honor in my head
Speaking out loud
Nobody around
Id rather be tossed
Hard to deal with myself, I'm proud
Drinking my pain away and drown
In the bottom of the bottle
The way that I know how
But what's the cost
I've lost enough to know that the crown
Can't be worn with my head face down
With the Taste of failure in mouth
I'm nodding off...
Dreams of death but my heart still pounds
As I fall I know all that's left of me calls
For a peace that I've heard about but I'm
Far from feeling
Far from feeling
Far from feeling
How do I
Weather the storm, walking in rain
Id rather alone, at times insane
I can't condone the things that I'm saying
Put down the phone to feel what I can
Hold the pressure, keep your words
Let them blow like they never was heard
Let it go, its better than hurt
You'll never know if you don't let them burn
My chest is empty yet full of life
My kids the strength that keeps this knife in front of my foes yet out of my sight
If you know you know don't ask me why
Far from feeling that its all right
Far from feeling tell me how do I