In those dreams I have every night
No matter where I go
In those diaries that I write
In hotel rooms sleeping alone
You haunt my every thought
Won't you f*cking let me go?
Tormented by the past
Lost the fire in my soul
Dead memories killing my heart
You were the one who left me in the dark
20 years gone by, let's end it tonight!
Everywhere I've gone
I'm face to face with you once again
Everything I've done
I've failed to erase you from my memories
After all this time spent in pain and fear
Where do we go from here?
Those sleepless nights I sleep awake
No matter what I do
Every rainy day I write those letters
No matter where I roam
You've taken everything from me
Dug this grave where I was supposed to die
You've taken everyone close to me
Left me with no hope tonight
Crawling alone in the dark
Can't find a reason to go on
20 years passed by, let's finish it tonight!
Everywhere I've gone
I'm face to face with you once again
Everything I've done
I've failed to erase you from my memories
After all this time spent in pain and fear
Where do we go from here?
After everything I survived
Never thought I'd be here tonight
Going to break through to you
Going to overcome the pain I lived through
Make you see the scars you inflicted unto me
Violating my consent until I couldn't breathe
No more, no more, no more ever again!
No more, no more, never ever again!
Where do we go from here?
I know I'm not the only one with this question!
Where do we go from here?
I know I'm not the only one trying to find a reason!
Where do we go from here?
I know you're not the only one with this question!
Where do we go from here?
I know you'll never get me to f*cking forgive!
Everywhere I've gone
I'm face to face with you once again
Everything I've done
I've failed to erase you from my memories
After all this time spent in pain and fear
Where do we go from here?