October Evans - Letters from the Road Lyrics

And everywhere that I've gone
Everyone that I've met along the way
Words that I've said, things I've done
All the writings I left on the walls everyday
So, I packed my bags and walked away into the rain
I'm wondering if you'll ever feel my pain

As I sit here locked inside my head, trying to write to you
I rewind the memories of my dead figuring out what the hell to say to you
All those sleepless nights in hotel rooms alone
Stages we've played on every night and day
Letters from the road
My way of letting you know that I was never okay
Just another way of talking to you when you're not here
As I start drowning in all my fears
When I feel like I can't go on, I'll go on
The letters from the road that I've never sent you, they kept me strong

I've f*cked up quite a bit along the way
I've lived through things that most people never experience
I wasn't supposed to be alive after the shit I went through everyday
But I ended up writing to you while I was overcoming addictions
How I'm still able to remember everything makes me wonder sometimes
Just another song about my demons - will you hear me this time?

As I sit here locked inside my head, trying to write to you
I rewind the memories of my dead figuring out what the hell to say to you
All those sleepless nights in hotel rooms alone
Stages we've played on every night and day
Letters from the road
My way of letting you know that I was never okay
Just another way of talking to you when you're not here
As I start drowning in all my fears
When I feel like I can't go on, I'll go on
The letters from the road that I've never sent you, they kept me strong

So, after everything we've been through, I come home again
Just to let you know I'm still breathing
I hope those letters from the road got to you
Come the morning after, I'll be leaving home again
Thank you for everything
And for what it's worth, I'm sorry

As I sit here locked inside my head, trying to write to you
I rewind the memories of my dead figuring out what the hell to say to you
All those sleepless nights in hotel rooms alone
Stages we've played on every night and day
Letters from the road
My way of letting you know that I was never okay
Just another way of talking to you when you're not here
As I start drowning in all my fears
When I feel like I can't go on, I'll go on
The letters from the road that I've never sent you, they kept me strong

And they kept me strong
And they kept me strong
And they kept me strong
And they kept me strong
While I have been out here all alone on the road trying to prove you wrong