October Evans - Family Violence Lyrics

Hello mother
Hello father
Won't you open your f*cking eyes?
Hello brother
Hello sister
Won't you shut the f*ck up this time?
I need you all to listen closely
Take a look deep down inside of me
Can't you see the pain being forced unto me?
I'm FUCKING SUFFERING!

Family violence
It's broken my silence
Family violence
Break from Gender Dysphoric quiet
The f*cking storm is finally here
No more calm, sick of being in the wrong gender

Hello, mother
Hello, father
Won't you sit down awhile and talk to me?
Hello, brother
Hello, sister
Won't you sit the f*ck down and stop beating me?
Understand why I'm so f*cking angry
Is there anyone to save me?
The scars I hide beyond my transgender skin
I'm FUCKING TIRED OF ASKING FOR HELP!

Family violence
It's broken my silence
Family violence
Break from Gender Dysphoric quiet
The f*cking storm is finally here
No more calm, sick of being in the wrong gender

So tired of all the fighting
So tired of all the cutting
So tired of everything
Driven to the edge of sanity
Drowning into the darkness
Suffocating in Post Traumatic madness
Then I wake up on the shores somewhere in San Francisco
Far away from you with a hole in my soul
FUCK IT!
FUCK YOU!
YOU NEVER FUCKING CARED!
ESCAPING CONVERSION THERAPY SO I CAN DISAPPEAR!

Family violence
It's broken my silence
Family violence
Break from Gender Dysphoric quiet
The f*cking storm is finally here
No more calm, sick of being in the wrong gender

Family violence
We're breaking the silence
Family violence
I'm ending your transphobic panic
So tired of your religion violating my consent
So I walk away, rising above all this shit