Oarts - Absence, Desire n Fear Lyrics

It's that time of the year
When desire, absence n fear
All at once reappears
To stress me out and tears
My heart in pieces
My mind on the brink
My eyes with fever
And I get just eager
To dive in deeper
Among the sinners
As chaos brings
In a world of needs
Everyone got a wish list on their hand
Everyone got a wish list on their hand
Absence and desire got a strong hold
I'm trying to fall back to the hell that I left
I'm trying not to fall back to hell - gotta break the spell
Fall on your knees
(The choir sings)
Fall on your knees
(Absence, desire n fear got a chokehold)
Spent a long time in the void
Going overboard to avoid
That intuitive inner voice
Holding accounts of my choice
Nudging me to
Stand on my shii
Not fall back to
Where fear be
And over look
Certain reality
Cause I don't want to
Be here lonely
I'm trying not to fall back to the hell that I left
I'm trying not to fall back to the hell that I left
I'm trying not to fall back to hell - gotta break tha spell
I'm trying not to fall back to hell - gotta break tha spell
Everyone got a wish list on their hand
Everyone got a wish list on their hand
Absence and desire got a strong hold
Breaking tha
Breaking tha
Breaking tha
Breaking tha
Leash
Leash
I'm trying to fall back to hell once I left
I'm trying not to fall back to hell - gotta break the spell
Breaking tha
Breaking tha
Leash
Leash