Oaks Bentley - The Life I Had Before Lyrics

I know I seem a little scared
And to you that may sound obsurd
It's just everyone seems prepared
For the end of the world

So here's one more for the road
But I'm not ready to go

So I'll sit here in this watering hole
Reserved for only the lost souls
I close my eyes and I see a ghost
Of the life that I had before
The life I had before

Could someone tell me I'll be fine
That everything will be alright
I'm loving a life that's not mine
But it will do in the meantime

So here's one more for the road
But I'm not ready to go

So I'll sit here in the watering hole
Reserved for only the lost souls
I close my eyes and I see a ghost
Of the life that I had before
The life I had before