Look, told em I was coming but they didn't believe me
Thinking they could defeat me
Underestimation ain't new, talking preteen
Now they hate what I'm achieving
Only love Jane, who I'm calling my baby
Our relationship, hazy
She helps me get my day-to-day done on the daily
Night time got me lazy, yeah
Mind on dollar signs
For that bread I'll go to double overtime
Girl you know it ain't no in between the lines
You choose, you're either his or you're mine
Yeah, won't stop the grind
Full speed, I won't look behind
Crazy thoughts go in and out my mind
Can't escape but I try to when I'm high
(Woah)
Write my life out on these lines
I think my life is on the line
So I fill up a joint with kush
Grab a hold of my notebook
Take me straight to the sky
Know they're gunning for my spot
They will not affect the plot
And they won't hack into my mind
I swear rap is all I got
Plus a lil bit of pot
And some rare family time
(So what 'chu do?)
I stay focused on the prize
Not worrying 'bout the price
Not bothered by a bitch
Last one left my heart on ice
Now she can't ride the wave
And she can't step a foot into the ride
I know she 'gon try
Sorry love this plain has passed by
Maybe next time
Ain't no second chance
Tried that but you refused to trust the plans
Left me down bad with my heart inside my hands
But it's all good, take a look now
At where we both stand
F*cked up circumstances
And all of them times I missed chances
Led me to need a mood enhancement
Gettin' high, popped a seal in order to advance it
(F*ck)
On a whole 'nother frequency
Please give me the decency
Gave it to everyone else
But I felt like they could not compete with me
It is never taken easily
Do it so respectfully
Without it I'd be lost
This music is my only therapy
(Real)
But some of it is embarrassing
And I just care too much not to sing
How'd we go from Jay Z
To some of today's mainstream
The OG's paved the path clean
So can we not do the same thing?
So you 'gon member my name
And you 'gon remember what my name means
I was f*cked up and I found a way
Still it haunts me in the present day
Gotta look forward, try to live my life
In the right way for Heaven's sake
So every day that I'm awake
Stay blessed and I give my thanks
For the chance to be great
Wipe away my hate
Mood then levitates
I just keep breathing
But I'm fighting off my demons
Like Will Ferrell, kicking and screaming
Just searching for some type of reason
To life or the ultimate meaning
Don't know what to believe in
I've been prone to deceiving
Believed some shit at first
But it then turned out that it was misleading
The stress came in excess
Nothing left but I'm trying my best
All this pain is just so hard to swallow
And much less digest
Meanwhile there's Covid tests
And the time of year to elect
How we 'posed to choose between two liars
That cannot get erect
(Pause)
They just worried 'bout a check
And I cannot disrespect
'Cause when I sit back and reflect
I'd say I'm in a similar neck
Of the woods
And I guess that is all good
But tell me this
Why would one man
Control the suburbs and the hood?
(Shit don't make sense)
And if we are united, why then
Pick over red or blue
Sounds more like divided
And I just do not have a clue
(At all)
Just so hypocritical
And packed full of untruth
'Cause then they got the nerve
To try and judge Crips and Pirus
(Blasphemy)
And I don't have the answer
Maybe I'm just another fool
But I refuse to be a puppet
And they won't use me as a tool
Just be weary of a suit and tie
With motives only to rule
But I will do that in the rap game
Place your bets
It's safe to assume
That I will walk into the room
Politely ask everyone to move
But if your disrespect my wish
Than altercation will ensue
Talking lyrics, I'll murder you
As well as anyone in your crew
It happens to the best
So please don't fret
It's nothing personal
This is long overdue
Do not try and stop the groove
It is Mike Tyson like
It will knock your feet out your shoes
Sticky icky rolled up
Rarely will I smoke a blunt
But I got one plus a jernt
And I call that momentum