NUBIWXRLD - STATE OF MIND Lyrics

In my state of mind, where the hell been within
Through the harder times, if you're lost, you're diminished
I pay no mind to what's not my own business
I stay around trying to get up the milis
It feel like the system be dropping these bells and whistles just to keep us all up in one lane
I learned from the narcissistic they gon' try to pull you in through their lies but their truth is mundane
Remember when times were so pessimistic, shit, did it ever get better or never change
My view been on panoramic, shit it's Panasonic, seeing through these niggas, 4K
In my state of mind had to paint up this picture
She pour more wine, but I wanted more liquor (Pour the drank!)
I seen the signs but I somehow did miss them
I been advised like they launching more missiles

Was wanting the money, bitches, knowledge, power, the diamonds but what's it's all meaning for real if I'm never fulfilled in this life?
Running out of time by the minute I pray I prevail

I was all in my lone, stuck up in that darkness
Still was looking for my way, I still was hawkin'
Think it went away for now I'm getting locked in
Had to it kill it off with silence ain't worth talking
Sometimes all the doubt be crossing in my mind
I'll never let it stay or let it fall in line
Opportunity wasted if you never try
I've seen many fail and they'll never know why

Only trust in my instinct and God
Looking out for the haters and frauds
Just been me against the world not the odds
Cause I got a whole lot to prove
Nothing ever comes instantly, nah
Success been in my efforts it's raw
You can't take that shit off from me, nah
What I'm speaking here's really the truth

Further back is where I've been is you feeling me?
Falling back like I just ran out artillery
Lost the hope I felt like there was no building me
Time's been over due the apathy's hit
Speak that poet talk all like I'm Alfieri
When it rains it pours they're trying to block my shade
I kill off the competition, that's real evidently
F*ck the rest I'm staying up in my own lane
Ain't no telling me off I was born to shine, through the valley of death, ask the lord protect me (Lord protect me)
Ain't no telling me off I can't waste no time, I've seen all of many do, results are deadly (Results are deadly)

I got to watch them tryna snatch my energy
If you get cut off then you probably dead to me
I got to burn the bridges if they never listen
They gon' try to get it off you, never trust in any of em, focus on your millions
Back inside pavilion, write emotions in the pad
I'm looking real deep in the past, will I get it will I last
Lord forgive me when I gaffe, 'cause I ain't tryna finish last
I love the loyal but they killed it on sight
Got to double down when taking on heights
Got no more waste cause it's really my time

Only trust in my instinct and God
Looking out for the haters and frauds
Just been me against the world not the odds
Cause I got a whole lot to prove
Nothing ever comes instantly, nah
Success been in my efforts it's raw
You can't take that shit off from me, nah
What I'm speaking here's really the truth

Only trust in my instinct and God
Looking out for the haters and frauds
Just been me against the world not the odds
Cause I got a whole lot to prove
Nothing ever comes instantly, nah
Success been in my efforts it's raw
You can't take that shit off from me, nah
What I'm speaking here's really the truth