Self esteem has never been my thing
It's been mostly awkward dealing with my being
I never thought it could go so bad
Caught in my stupid fear I got mad
Don't wanna be let down
No need to fool around
Don't even need to make new friends
All that I crave is me
While safe in my own arms
I promise to let me be
'cause if you really love someone
You gotta set him free
I won't leave me alone
And give me space whenever it's fair
I won't cheat on myself
You know at least I'll always be there
Sure I've been in love before
But this is crazy scary
There will be noone to blame
If this goes insane
Love yourself
And you will need nobody else
You don't need noone
I'm holding on
I swear to god that I'm holding on
I swear to god (no more grief)
Even though I don't know what god means (no more f*cking sorries)
In these times where noone knows a thing
I'm not the brightest one
I can be so hard to live with
But at some point this grumpy mess started to grow on me
I'll be kind when I'm wrong
My one and only wisdom to share
I'll make jokes when I'm sad
And fake a laugh to show the I care
I will cry myself to sleep
But then it will get better
I have waited for so long to sing me a song