I can't stand on my own anymore
This constant reiteration of blame
Just sets me back to a new realm of hate
The shock of it all, the decline, the grave
Far gone is a night left quiet and kind
And still, I always seem to leave myself behind
And maybe, this look in your eyes
It will still be the same, following
This vanity, this misery
Just give it up, and accept the end
What is this place I built becoming
A clearer picture's all I wanted
Insane is a fine line
It's a mistake, and you're only finite
I never once imagined I would lie in such a fraught silence
But I can't recall
It's a cage, where I can't be freed
Stuck in a pit of monotony
I know, that I'll lie in despair
I know, that life won't be fair
What is this place I built becoming
A clearer picture's all I wanted
I bit my lip and sighed
What have I made my life
I toss my fears aside
And burn
What have I done, what have I done
Get on your knees
Rip this life from my hands
I'm still frayed at the ends
Is this all that's left
I failed at the first step