NotKevin - I Fell in Love With the Devil... And Her Name Is Emily Lyrics

It's like I'm seeing ghosts when I walk in the room
I've got this heavy f*cking feeling and I know that I'm doomed
I can't run away from fate and my feelings consumed
I spend every single day writing songs just for you
Yeah I wish that I was good enough for you to have stayed
And I wish that God would listen so it works when I pray
I'm just spending every day in my emotional pain
Cause I've been dying since you left I remember the day
I've been broken, bleeding, bruised
All the drugs that I've abused
And it's time for me to choose
Do I live or die for you?
I just wanna run away
Let me disapear and fade
All my songs they sound the same
Blame it on my mental state
I'm a broken desperate man
And I do not have a plan
I just want a take your hand
Baby give me one more chance
So I talk with the devil
Walk with the devil
Getting help from the devil
When I sell to the devil
So I talked with the devil
And I walked with the devil
Getting help from the devil
When I sell to the devil

I just wanted you to hear me but I did it all wrong
Walking down to the crossroads with my first written song
Go ten nights in a row
Sell the devil my soul
And you don't even know
That I've given up hope
But he told me you would listen yo he promised me that
So if you're hearing what I'm saying babe I'm wanting you back
See you were everything to me, but to you I don't matter
Pour my heart out on track but to you it's just chatter
See I don't care about the money, and f*ck all the fame
All I want is you to love me, take away all my pain
I'm just spending every day suffering in your name
And you're the only one to save me, but I'm Abel you're Cain
You're like a f*cking parasite, taking over my brain
I'm just writing out songs, while I'm losing the days
See I swore I'd sell my soul for you, and I f*cking meant it
It might have been the wrong move but it's the one that I'll live with
So I talk with the devil
Walk with the devil
Getting help from the devil
When I sell to the devil
Yeah I talked with the devil
And I walked with the devil
Getting help from the devil
When I sell to the devil
Talk with the devil
Walk with the devil
Getting help from the devil
When I sell to the devil
Yeah I talk with the devil
And I walk with the devil
Getting help from the devil
When I sell to the devil
Talk with the devil
Walk with the devil
Got some help from the devil
Cause I sell to the devil