Nostau - sin city Lyrics

Can't lose that chip on my shoulder from cuttin' out carbs
Actin' this cold is gon' be my downfall
Sharin' my grief with others
On a beat and lovers, this who I be, I'm stubborn
Answered my calling all I heard was some white noise (hello?)
Then a voice sayin' "is this the right choice?"
Six years on the same old s***
I say to "switch gears," but I ain't gon' quit, aye
I fall in these dreams, I talk in deep sleep
Watchin' people leave, "all I want is relief"
Hard to keep peace when the enemy's me
Solemnly sleep while the rest of thee achieve
Improvement's a slow and rocky hike
And self abuse is a low that's hard to climb
Now I could live with a guilty conscious for life
Or I could face all the consequences and rise

To sin city, fly for two fiddy
And just leave, 'cuz we all been too busy, aye
Sin city, cop a new memory
Lose all that you got, are you ready?
There's sin city, fly for two fiddy
And just leave, 'cuz we all been too busy, aye
Sin city, cop a new memory
Lose all that you got, are you ready?

Look around, your eyes been set for too long
To the ground, you just should move on
Selective hearing through texts, "I ain't read whatcha sent"
Puttin' fear in her head, while steering clear of the mess, and
Never there when I be needed the most, I would
Get em scared and say "really, it's a joke," I guess
That ain't the way to treat the people I know
Pushed away, I should be keepin' em close, now I'm seein' 'em go
Got her face on my chest, but I'm
Feelin' all the weight upon my head
Keep on sayin', I "should not hide stress"
But it's all the same talk, never gone, why attempt?
Couldn't get enough, couldn't give a f*** (couldn't give a f***)
"All you've ever done? Think about your loved ones"
Never get enough, look at everyone
Everyone, book a trip and visit home and where you come from

To sin city, fly for two fiddy
And just leave, 'cuz we all been too busy, aye
Sin city, cop a new memory
Lose all that you got, are you ready?
There's sin city, fly for two fiddy
And just leave, 'cuz we all been too busy, aye
Sin city, cop a new memory
Lose all that you got, are you ready?

Reflections the key to change, aye
You think it be a piece of cake? Nay
Reflectin's the key to change? Heh
Either that or they keep you insane
What I can't remember, please don't think I'm not tryin', cuz I am
These tonic-clonics be violent, in my head
But can't forget all the time spent declinin', now
Blink and you might miss the rise, s***
This right here's for the people who know, aye
This right here's for the people who've shown
Love and dedication, hope it wasn't wasted
Y'all never impatient, showin' better ways, thank ya
Those empty gestures, wasn't gettin' any better
Through every letter just repeatin' semi-efforts
But when it's bad, what that friendly face do?
I keep lookin' back on all the trips we made to

Sin city, fly for two fiddy, aye