Nostau - high tides (pt. 2) Lyrics

I be swimmin' through the waves
Mind runnin' like a track now, baby
Said I might've gone insane
These high tides won't back down, baby
I be swimmin' through the waves
Mind runnin' like a track now, baby
Said I might've gone insane
These high tides won't back down, baby

Sometimes I ask myself if I've been on the wrong path
I'm steady tweakin', these demons creepin', I need to beat them
This a long and lonely road, I gotta walk fast
I say I'm speakin' facts, but here I go, I'm keepin' secrets
Sayin' I would rather be dead than hide the truth
Somehow I'm still being able to lie to you
My past mistakes they stay on my mind for too long (Don't know why)
I wore a mask before the virus was news, dawg
I try to make it better, I just get the opposite
You'll never make fire without any oxygen
So just breathe and believe, you'll get on top of this
Try to turn negative energy positive (You got this)
We just tryna chase the feelings that we had as a kid
Back when everything around was just so vivid and big (I miss that)
You thought they were your heroes, but the fact of it is
They all frauds, only tryna get bag and then dip

I be swimmin' through the waves
Mind runnin' like a track now, baby
Said I might've gone insane
These high tides won't back down, baby
I keep swimmin' through the waves
Mind runnin' like a track now, baby
Said I might've gone insane
These high tides won't back down, baby

False idols in disguise
Riders, in time, they'll switch sides
Hopin' that you'll never see next time
Gotcha livin' life always walking on thin ice
They at my neck more than the high tides I'm swimmin' in
(I'm bouta drown)
Just a matter of time before I sink again
How many broken promises before I'm seein' the truth?
The apologies been given, I'm believin' them too
I gotta keep with my cool, yeah
A zebra never gonna change it's stripes
Two wrongs never make things right (I ain't make things right)
I'm thinking that they may when it's nine
It's takin' a toll on me
People in my life thinkin' they can just roll on me
I guess karma has a funny way of comin' back
And these days keep repeatin', man I'm gonna crash

I keep swimmin' through the waves
Mind runnin' like a track now, baby
Said I might've gone insane
These high tides won't back down, baby
I keep swimmin' through the waves
Mind runnin' like a track now, baby
Said I might've gone insane
These high tides won't back down, baby

I learned a while ago this journey through my life is alone
And can't rely on people when I saw them lying-
Mind running like a track now baby
Woah
(Said I might've gone insane)
These high tides won't back down, baby