Nostau - all night (feat. Wade Pratt) Lyrics

I'd do a lot to get this off my mind for good

I missed my ride, can I still correct the course?
I said I'm fine when they saw me at my worst
I made it right, but maybe I just wanted more
I would fight for you, but then you made a fortress
I see the writing on the walls, fogged, wrote it on my mirrors
Hopin' I can be coherent, my reflections, but who hears 'em?
These lessons be the clearest, but I'm always gonna fear it
Again I'm losin' spirits, back against my peers
"I'm Mr. Polite", but you better than I, though
I'm bitter and spiteful when the picture ain't right
It's a bit of a cycle, if the glimmer is dying
Will you give it some time though?

I said, will you give it some time, though?

Maybe not

Pushin' flowers, too many long days (shit)
I put in hours but ain't get a strong pay (shit)
Elusive pals, now how many y'all fade? (shit)
Feelin' down, but again I'm gon' say

The night ain't over
We could spend a little time outside
All night
Hold me tight, babe, closer
'Cuz your company is feelin' alright
Alright

I will never forget you, lettin' me into
Your life with those issues
Sayin' "I miss you", but karma's a bitch
'Cuz then when I'm with you, I noticed a diff'
Never again
Maybe it's all me for waiting too long
Nagging my thoughts when you say you've moved on
'Cuz I never did tho, it's all in my mental
Lookin' for hints of a love to rekindle
Shoulda listened to my momma when she told me "you don't wanna"
Everyone's "I told you so"s, they reeked of their persona
Drink a fifth of vodka, now I'm smokin' marijuana
But you can't be forgotten, "can you get me somethin' stronger?"
She a little red flag, wish I ain't get attached
Thought I was never that, and then I let it happen
Regrettin' textin' back, yeah
These "better habits" turn to seven packs a week

Missed opportunities, ruin me, I'm backsliding
What we used to be, I'm used to seein' bad reminders
Needin' you and me, stupidly I pacify it
Needin' you and me 'cuz

The night ain't over
We could spend a little time outside
All night
Hold me tight, babe, closer
'Cuz your company is feelin' alright
Alright

I can tell by her face, whole life she been hurtin'
Nursin' grudges ever since she was a virgin
Daddy never thought that raisin' her could've been worth it
Stared into that void he left until it burned in
"At least X did Y instead of Z"
We all say, 'till we're dead inside, we want change
They don't rest, just lie, keep beggin' why
Instead of makin' it right, or maybe, just leave
So good at bein' bad
All the effort she gave, she need it back
I was born inside the middle of a hurricane
Makin' storms is all I know and I swept her away
This who you want to be?
Changed for the worse, flaws all you see
I'm 'gainst the grain till it's all gone, you see
Fed 'em dirt, actin' like they bottom feed

The sweat beads formin' on my forehead
Help me know that I'm alive
Help me know that I'm alive
Help me know that

The night ain't over
We could spend a little time outside
All night
Hold me tight, babe, closer
'Cuz your company is feelin' alright
Alright

I could
Have my cake, and ate it too
Back in
The days of me and you