One day i won't ever speak again,
Don't
Let nobody, let nobody
Hold things over heads, no
Funerals go quick
And than they laugh at what you did
Would be a shame to resurrect
And think you did this all for them
The things I'm noticing
Used to wish
I slept inside a benz
When I was struggling
Now I wish
I turned back to a kid
So I could piss on it
I hate the way
The world is
But I do not hate a soul
I see each reason
And perspective
I could feel the way you're coping
Small room
Traps the elephant
Masked behind intelligence
Almost died a hundred times
And still wont see the end of it
I find it hard to sleep
With every tragedy I've seen
I'm sacrificing all I've known
But getting close to who I'll be
That auto
Auto pilot moving
Disassociate
If I never met you in person
Do we associate
Feeling like Houdini
I got tricks up every sleeve
The way they put me on this earth
Is no coincidence to me
Ill make a legacy
One day I won't speak again
Don't pretend to be a friend
It'll be too late by then
I really miss when I was ten
Before I had to live up to any of these expectations
Before I had to live up to anybody's reputation
Everything I thought was fact quickly turned to fiction
My god given sanctuary turned into a prison
I don't ever see what's right in front of me
The full picture turned into a puzzle piece
I can't fit into their black and white
I'm all colors of the rainbow
I know I make mof*ckas tight
I don't give a f*ck about
What they say though