Northwest - Internal Bleeding Lyrics

I know it's not your job to tell me what's wrong with me
I know you got more money and therapy
The discussion's over, don't you know it
I could spend a few years away
A big unveiling moment that amounted to nothing
I'm sick to my core

Call our parents
No visible bleeding

I spent years as a husk of myself
Thought you died two times cause outside I could hear bloody cries
I won't shut up just because it's polite
And comparison is useless
No kid should go through this
I heard you through the wall
And the windowsill was shaking through it all

I rely on a fading memory to keep me safe
So I take it anything you don't want me to
Passed out in a daze every night of June
Sure as shit, it could last a bit longer
A starving body when I try to be stronger
Definition comes in little slivers
The fragility apparent from the shivers

Call our parents
No visible bleeding

I spent years as a husk of myself
Thought you died two times cause outside I could hear bloody cries
I won't shut up just because it's polite
And comparison is useless
No kid should go through this
I heard you through the wall
And the windowsill was shaking through it all