Nonsensical Menageries - Dancing with Disaster Lyrics

I took a deep breath held my heart in my chest
The lights of the club pressed against my unrest
I came here to see you but I shouldve known better
The anxietys heavy like chains in bad weather
Youre laughing with friends like I dont even exist
Im drowning in whispers cant resist the abyss
I forced myself in but Im falling apart
My hands start to shake panic breaks in my heart
Im seated with strangers dont know their names
Feeling like a ghost in this crowded charade
I was already breaking before I walked in
Now Im cracking and fading alone in my skin
Im spinning in circles the rooms closing in
Youre off with your friends while Im losing within
The bass is too loud cant breathe in this crowd
I thought Id be fine but Im screaming out loud
Im trapped in this panic Im done Im a wreck
Im leaving this club with no plans to come back
You wont even notice Im gone I suspect
And Ill never talk to you again
I made my excuses got lost in the smoke
Your laughters a knife every words just a joke
You didnt see me didnt care if I broke
And now Im alone in the chaos I choked
Im tangled in fears that I thought I could fight
But the strobe lights and strangers just amplify fright
I thought youd be different I thought youd be mine
But Im just a face lost in your social line
The walls are closing in Im losing the plot
I came here for you but youre something Im not
I walked through my panic to see you again
But all that I found was the end of my friend
Im spinning in circles the rooms closing in
Youre off with your friends while Im losing within
The bass is too loud cant breathe in this crowd
I thought Id be fine but Im screaming out loud
Im trapped in this panic Im done Im a wreck
Im leaving this club with no plans to come back
You wont even notice Im gone I suspect
And Ill never talk to you again
Hearts beating like a drum in a room full of shame
I came for a reason but now its erased
Your face is a blur my breaths out of place
I thought I could stay but Im leaving the chase
Im spinning in circles the rooms closing in
Youre off with your friends while Im losing within
The musics a dagger it cuts like a blade
The nights crashing down in this panic parade
Im trapped in this moment Im done Im a ghost
Im walking away from what hurt me the most
You wont even notice were strangers again
And Ill never talk to you again
Ill never talk to you again
Ill never talk to you again