Lost Pines Video (MV)

If I could let you go
Could I still lean into life and not fall through the floor?
I tried to spit you out
But I'm getting used to the salt sour taste in my mouth
Melt me down, I'm uncomfortable
On the phone bare feet in the snow
Reaching out in a cold desperation
I'll adjust, but I just wanna know
If I could let you go
Could I still lean into life and not fall through the floor?
I tried to spit you out
But I'm getting used to the salt sour taste in my mouth
What remains of something beautiful
What's the point if you can't watch it fade?
I'm just numb, but I'm getting used to it
I get the feeling that gets harder to say
I wonder where you're at these days
Wherever we are, we could still cross wires
Somehow, I know you're right there
If I could let you go
Could I still lean into life and not fall through the floor?
I tried to spit you out
But I'm getting used to the salt sour taste in my mouth
I want to let you go
I want to lean into life after losing control
How can I spit you out?
Cause I'm getting sick of the salt sour taste in my mouth
I wonder where you're at these days
Wherever we are, we could still cross wires
Now I don't have to wonder
If that's really you, now I understand