Nolle - A Note to July Lyrics

("The City" doesn't sound the same anymore)
Said it's all in my head
Now all I want to feel is the numb in my chest
Lucky I'm my biggest threat
Helpless so I let the pain take over the rest
Said you'd change but I misread
Cause i'm the most insecure but you're second best
It's easy to say "I love you" to a friend
That's why I never said it to you
(doesn't sound the same anymore)
Defeat pours down shower veins
Does my inked skin play the part of your life contest?
Anger fuels me not sadness
I thrive for your vex, is this your cry for success?
They've tasted your medicine
Now that you've used them enough, did it all digest?
It's easy to say "I love you" to a friend
That's why I never said it to you
I'm writing a note to July
Why do you la-la-lie?
Why did you la-la-lie?
You know disappointment suits you well
Wish I could go back to Ju-la-la-la-lie
Why do you la-la-lie?
Why did you la-la-lie?
I'm never going back to July
Found myself reconciling what wasn't there
Made me want to forget all the times I've been broken
Seasonal depressions creeping like a nightmare
Put my happiness in a box and labelled it coping
It's easy to say "I love you" to a friend
That's why I never said it to you
I'm writing a note to July
Why do you la-la-lie?
Why did you la-la-lie?
You know disappointment suits you well
Wish I could go back to Ju-la-la-la-lie
Why do you la-la-lie?
Why did you la-la-lie?
I'm never going back to July
Cause you're more like the gemini
("The City" doesn't sound the same anymore)