Nolan Meister - All Mixed Up Lyrics

I was told it wouldn't be easy
Of course I didn't listen
I screwed up at first and then I tried
So hard to make it right
But no matter how hard I try
I can't seem to get it right
I keep on failing and disappointing
And I just don't know what to do

People tell me they're proud of me
But I'm not proud of myself
When I see everyone doing better than me
I can't help but think that I'm stupid
Everyone else seems to do better than me
Then there's me, clearly falling behind
I don't even know what I'm doing wrong
Thought I had it in the bag but I guess not

Now I know that I am screwed
And I just don't know what to do
I get so upset and think negatively
I start crying and scream

My life is all mixed up
And I don't know when it'll stop
I'm being pulled this way, being pulled that way
And I don't know when I should give up
I'm twisted every which way
And it's like this every single day
My life is screwed now, don't know what to do now
All I can think right now is that my life is all mixed up

They told me it would get easier
But they were wrong as hell and it's only gotten worse
And I'm falling off the track
And I'm struggling to fix this mess
And no matter how hard I try
I can't seem to get it right
I keep on failing and disappointing
And I just don't know what to do

People tell me they're proud of me
But I'm not proud of myself
When I see everyone doing better than me
I can't help but think that I'm stupid
Everyone else seems to do better than me
Then there's me, clearly falling behind
I don't even know what I'm doing wrong
Thought I had it in the bag but I guess not

Now I know that I am screwed
And I just don't know what to do
I get so upset and think negatively
I start crying and scream

My life is all mixed up
And I don't know when it'll stop
I'm being pulled this way, being pulled that way
And I don't know when I should give up
I'm twisted every which way
And it's like this every single day
My life is screwed now, don't know what to do now
All I can think right now is that my life is all mixed up

My life is all mixed up
And I don't know when it'll stop
I'm being pulled this way, being pulled that way
And I don't know when I should give up
I'm twisted every which way
And it's like this every single day
My life is screwed now, don't know what to do now
All I can think right now is that my life is all mixed

All mixed up
And I don't know when it'll stop
I'm being pulled this way, being pulled that way
And I don't know when I should give up
I'm twisted every which way
And it's like this every single day
My life is screwed now, don't know what to do now
All I can think right now is that my life is all mixed up