I wanna learn
I wanna trust
I wanna learn to trust
What I once learned was lost
I wanna break the cycle
And its never ending spin
Hurt, blame, shame
And back to hurt again
But there is something inside me
That wants to see it burn
Push it to the point of no return
Tear it down
Let it go up in flames
Just so I can prove myself right once again
I wanna give
I wanna love
I wanna give love
No hidden terms, no fear of loss
I wanna host the hurt
Greet it at the door
Stay with it and let it go
When it won't be needed anymore
But there is something inside me
That wants to see it burn
Push it to the point of no return
Tear it down
Let it go up in flames
Just so I can prove myself right once again
And when it finally meets its maker
The anger to its pain
No longer will there be a need
To relive it all over again
I wanna learn
I wanna love
I wanna learn to love
What I once split off
I wanna grieve
And I wanna cry
When the time has come
When there's no need to deny
When there's no more need to fight