nobody likes you pat - this loss i found Lyrics

If you told me then
Where I would be now
I wouldn't believe
That I'd still be around
'Cause I thought about
Killing myself every night
I'm sorry, that's dark
But I'd run out of light

The stains on my friends' shoulders
And the days getting colder
And the bruises all over my knees
And the torn scripture pages
And the five f*cking stages
I was blind but I finally see

I'm okay, I'll be alright
Even though the pain never goes
Far away, I'll keep it close
'Cause I know I still have a home
My house burnt to ashes
Just dust on the ground
But I'll build it back again
With all of this loss I found

All of this loss I found

Been waking up early
And growing my hair
And kissing my kids
I guess I'm getting there
The emptiness fills up
There's blossoming new love
Maybe it matters I'm here

I'm okay, I'll be alright
Even though the pain never goes
Far away, I'll keep it close
'Cause I know I still have a home

And the rain never stops falling down
And the wind's always blowing me 'round
But I can't help but curl up
The corners of my mouth

'Cause I'm okay
I'll be alright

I'm okay, I'll be alright
Even though the pain never goes
Far away, I'll keep it close
Yeah, I know I still have a home
My house burnt to ashes
Just dust on the ground
But I'll build it back again
With all of this loss I found

All of this loss I found
Doo, doo, doo
Da, doo, doo
Oh, oh