Nobigdyl - pain on my mind Lyrics

God on my heart pain on my mind
Sanctification is taking its time
Faith feelin weak when temptations arise
I been in sin since the day i arrived
Spirit is willin but flesh is so weak
Life is a vapor, the heir is divine
Wonder why adam took apple from eve
I hope my fruit is secure in the Vine
Since elementary fighting the lust
Mom gave me drive couldn't ride on the bus
Ride home n I would get right hub
Dopamine like I was lightin it up
I know the pastor he tell me it's wrong
But me and the homies keep cuttin it on
Daddy don't teach me bout birds and the bees
And even the term is absurd as could be
Pastor keep talkin bout purity
Which made desire inside me feel dirty
Ironically that's the same word that they use when they're flirting
So now i'm confused if it's good or disturbing
A verse said it came with a curse that would hurt me
I prayed for forgiveness, I hope that he heard me
And what make it worse
I heard it in person and then did my dirtiest down at the church
God on my heart pain on my mind
Sanctification is taking its time
Faith feelin weak when temptations arise
I been in sin since the day i arrived
Spirit is willin but flesh is so weak
Life is a vapor, the heir is divine
Wonder why adam took apple from eve
I hope my fruit is secure in the Vine