Nobigdyl - didn't cry Lyrics

I lost my boy last year
I lost my homie
I didn't get to visit
Did his momma get to kiss him bye
I wonder why I didn't cry
I'm livid that i didn't cry
I cried when X died
I cried when mac died
And when effie passed that put me on my backside
When i got the news bout you I hit the stage then blazed it,
Couldn't deal with the pain right then, I figured I be patient
Knew it was comin. i'd breakdown I knew eventually
I'm emotional, I tear up during pixar and/or disney
You'd laugh at that if you were still here with me
But you're not and now i'm left inside our city feelin pity for myself
Because my friends gone
Reminisce on the bond that we built on
When we wrote singles for smoke signal, my first tape
You played over my verse and murdered first take
Dressed up in yellow to surprise me on my birthday
I miss you in the worst way
And now i'm cursin at myself
What kinda person misses friends premature funerals cuz it's a work day
Especially since you built me up in the first place
I know you had to go away
I'm wishing that you could stay now
I'm thinking what I would say
I'm wishing that I could breakdown
I know you had to go away
I'm wishing that you could stay now
I'm thinking what I would say
I'm wishing that I could breakdown