Noah Guy - Conscious Lyrics

Oh
Living in a moment
Try to find a feeling
Wonder when my eyes will open
I think i'm drowning in an ocean
Listen to the waves crash
While I think about my past
Feel my body fill with regret
I won't let it go until i'm dead

Is this who i'm supposed to be?
Cause all I can really see
Is my Subconscious taking over me
This is all I know
I wish I could take control
Now I see
That it wasn't meant to be

Oh
Living in a moment
Try to find a feeling
Of when I was a young boy
Memories I won't destroy
Thoughts turn into ideas
Faster than a lightyear
My mind is like a hamster wheel
Trying to figure out what is real

Is this who i'm supposed to be?
Cause all I can really see
Is my subconscious taking over me
This is all I know
I wish I could take control
Now I see
Maybe life is just a dream

Oh
Living in a moment
Try to find a feeling
To satisfy my own desires
I wonder if i'll get much higher
Living for the weekend
Try to find an escape
Reality is just a game
And I don't know if I wanta play

Is this who i'm supposed to be?
Cause all I can really see
Is my subconscious taking over me
This is all I know
I wish I could take control
Now I see
That it wasn't meant to be

No peace of mind I leave behind
I'm troubled by the truth I hide
And there is only myself to blame
So if I die before I wake
I pray the lord my soul to take
But I don't know if that's what I deserve

This is all I know
I wish I could take control
Now I see
Maybe life is just a dream
Just a dream