No Anchors - Patternism Lyrics

Said it again
I said it again
Said it again
I entertained ends

Knife in my back
Knife in my back
Knife in my back
And blood on my hands

So when I say to go, love I need you to know
It's not me who speaks, it's no control
I'm scared, insecure, detached, leave me alone
Just go just go just go

Good God, don't go

Here in the depths
I need you
Lay down the anchors
Afraid to

Don't we all want some place
To feel home and safe?

Vicious it spans
In deliberate death
But I delivered the notes that I wrote
My own hands

Patterns that lead to those entertained ends
If I could make changes, don't you think I'd make them?

So when I say to go, love I need you to know
I'm not the one who speaks, it's no control
Scared, insecure, detached, leave me alone
Just go just go just go

Good god, don't go

Here in the depths, I see the need to
Lay down the anchors, I'm afraid to
Don't we all want some place
To feel home and safe?

Erratic
Akratic
No judgement
Just panic
Stuck in my ways
And incapable of any traction

Said it again
I said it again
I said it again
Good god don't go

Here in the depths
I need you
Lay down the anchors
Afraid to

Don't we all want some place
To feel home and safe?

Home and safe
Alone and safe