NLM Meech - Dear Mom Lyrics

Mama got me addicted, cuz her love like drugs Uh, took it from me, gave it to the others
Now them niggas winning. But ain't no nigga Gon' love you like how I love you
It started with me always getting so mad
Then I got older, got hooked on the drugs
Man, that shit got so bad
Feel like I took everything that you had Alcoholic at 16
Now I give you the same trauma
You had from my dad
Now all you see in me is him, shit so sad
You can't even see all the work I put in
So you can be 80 years old in a Jag
Nah f*ck that, I gotta keep it a buck
I want you to say that I wasted my time
If you're not in a Lambo truck
Huh, yeah, that's how I'm feeling
Gotta pay back all the stress you had
When I was in here fiending
I'm still facing addiction
Asking God what's the meaning
As I'm recording this song
Off the drank, eyes low, and I'm leaning
Wanna stop drinking and taking drugs
I'm tryna quit
Can't count the times I said this my last hit Can't count the times I said this my last sip
Feel like I said a hundred times
That, mama, this is it
All my life been tryna make my mama proud But all these dumb decisions
I keep letting my mom down
All of the shit I put you through
You is a queen, where is your crown
Tryna buy you a fat ass crib
And make it out this goddamn town
Mama got me addicted, cuz her love like drugs Uh, took it from me, gave it to the others
Now them niggas winning. But ain't no nigga Gon' love you like how I love you
Mama, I love you