nixxiu - bruises Lyrics

Wanted you to stay but you don't wanna talk
All this damage on my brain it's really getting off
Bloody bruises on my face covered in make-up
Cutting pieces off my skin it's time to rip it off
F*cked up feeling dead
Now I'm stuck on all these meds
Put a bullet in my head
It's not like you'd pay attention
God I'm so upset
Crying all over my bed
Rip my heart out of my chest
You wouldn't care for a second

I don't wanna talk I don't wanna f*cking say it
Bruises on my face and blood is dripping off my bracelet
Never be alone thoughts in my head never quiet
Maybe I should go to sleep hoping I don't make it
Feeling like I'm depressed
Feeling like I'm repressed
Always getting obsessed
Mind is never suppressed
Holding onto secrets
Swimming in the deep end
Blood all over my hands
Clothing splattered in red

Hate it when I'm fighting
I'm so sick of trying
Tallies on my arm that signify when I'm reminded
I can't take this distance
Everything is different
I don't wanna talk and frankly you don't wanna listen

Wanted you to stay but you don't wanna talk
All this damage on my brain it's really getting off
Bloody bruises on my face covered in make-up
Cutting pieces off my skin it's time to rip it off
F*cked up feeling dead
Now I'm stuck on all these meds
Put a bullet in my head
It's not like you'd pay attention
God I'm so upset
Crying all over my bed
Rip my heart out of my chest
You wouldn't care for a second